Friday, July 17, 2009

You told me you would never do this. Now you lie. Right to my face. You always said that you would be there for me.. But, you lied. Again. And, Again. So much pain. So little time. So much depression, So much wasted. I gave you so much. And, what? Its over? Just like that? You tell me one more good-bye? And you leave me? With nothing? But, Pain, Depression, Agony, Hurt, Worthless, Anger, Confussion, Alone, Scared, Upset.. You left me with all those emotions.. but, you didn't leave me anything else. You LEFT me with NOTHING Because you didn't CARE You never did.. And you never will come back? Will you? Or will you let me die? In Hell? Or in Heaven? And not come to me? And see me? For the first time? In forever? You said, it would ALWAYS last.. And will never die. I can see now, you lied. And I will never forget you.. Never.


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Boyfriend News

Ok so here it is my boyfriend has a crush on someone else besides me ugh that makes me so upset!!!! Anyway I don't know what to do cuz I'm so hurt and confused. I cry all the time now cuz I don't know what else to do cuz I have never hurt this bad and it totally sucks!!!!! I thought for llike two seconds that I had a crush on someone but I know now that I don't! It was just a huge HUGE misunderstanding. I wish that I knew what to do so I didn't feel this way inside but what can I do right?The reason that it hurts the most is that I am pregnant and want to know if I am the one that he wants or if he feels that he has to be with me. If you have any advice on this topic then please please leave me a comment!!!!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Hey guys sorry its been a while but guess what???? I'm pregnant!!!!!!!!!! With Khalid of course but we are going to have the cutest baby!!!! I don't really care if anyone doesn't like it cuz I am happy no EXSTATIC!!!! Well peace out guys!!