hurt

so I am really hurt. my ex boyfriend and i were together for 3 and a half years and i just cant seem to get over him. I feel like crying all the time and I just don't know what to do anymore. we fight and argue when all i want is for us to be OK. I feel sick to my stomach every time i see him with another person anyone know how  to get over this??/

You told me you would never do this. Now you lie. Right to my face. You always said that you would be there for me.. But, you lied. Again. And, Again. So much pain. So little time. So much depression, So much wasted. I gave you so much. And, what? Its over? Just like that? You tell me one more good-bye? And you leave me? With nothing? But, Pain, Depression, Agony, Hurt, Worthless, Anger, Confussion, Alone, Scared, Upset.. You left me with all those emotions.. but, you didn't leave me anything else. You LEFT me with NOTHING Because you didn't CARE You never did.. And you never will come back? Will you? Or will you let me die? In Hell? Or in Heaven? And not come to me? And see me? For the first time? In forever? You said, it would ALWAYS last.. And will never die. I can see now, you lied. And I will never forget you.. Never.

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Boyfriend News

Ok so here it is my boyfriend has a crush on someone else besides me ugh that makes me so upset!!!! Anyway I don't know what to do cuz I'm so hurt and confused. I cry all the time now cuz I don't know what else to do cuz I have never hurt this bad and it totally sucks!!!!! I thought for llike two seconds that I had a crush on someone but I know now that I don't! It was just a huge HUGE misunderstanding. I wish that I knew what to do so I didn't feel this way inside but what can I do right?The reason that it hurts the most is that I am pregnant and want to know if I am the one that he wants or if he feels that he has to be with me. If you have any advice on this topic then please please leave me a comment!!!!!

Hey guys sorry its been a while but guess what???? I'm pregnant!!!!!!!!!! With Khalid of course but we are going to have the cutest baby!!!! I don't really care if anyone doesn't like it cuz I am happy no EXSTATIC!!!! Well peace out guys!!

Real quick

Hey guys got only a min my bad I didn't write in so long.Guess what I know I say it all the time But I really do think that I am in love.
New Poem!!!!



I could get wings and fly like a dove,
or a get like a fish and swim the whole damn sea.
You know I never realized what he meant to me,
but I have to say this whole bite from the Love Bug is seriously gettin to me.
He is THE thought that consumes my head.
All I want to do is make his realest dreams come true,
so that maybe one day both of our love can be true.
I want to see him when the sun goes down and I really want to be with him when it comes up the next morning.

Please don't Laugh

SILENCE

People say that silence is deadly,
but in my life silence is what keeps me alive.
The yelling and screaming is making me go insane,
the silence dulls the pain.
The voices calling out my name,
cuts mt wrists and reveals my veins.
So I need the silence,
so strength I can gain.
The strength to seize the voices,
and dull the pain.




* Shanelle age 17 please don't laugh this my first time like making a poem of mine public.. ok well thats it if you want comment me!!!!!!

Wow

So my lyk bff eva is Hannah and her and I are not allowed to talk cuz I am white and she is asian and her family doesn't like me and it sux. Anyways she has like a bf and it is her first so I am so happy for her anyways my otha friends are coming out here on Sunday and my bf don't like them so it like sucks. He is like they don't like me and I am like well you don't like them and it drives me insane that they don't get along cuz we were all so close and they now hate each other now and i am about to cry so yeah. Any like advice let me know.